Saturday, August 23, 2008


The view is not so spectacular.  I have been at 189.5 - 190.5 for the last few weeks.  Ugh.  Gotta find a new something to add/change.  I'll be incorporating some more strenuous workouts, emphasizing my cardio, and really working on drinking more.  

Keep pushing me.  This plateau is really getting me down.  I'm not going to give up, even though I'd love to.  I've got a size 8 bathing suit to get into, after all!  

Friday, August 15, 2008


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Friday, August 8, 2008

My New Diet!!!!!!

Seefood diet!! I'm sure you've heard of it, it's the diet where you See Food, and you eat it...
Ah ha ha, I'm so funny.
I've been doing so well, but the past five days I've sucked. I think I caught it from Amber *cough cough*. No, really I think it's the damn Clomid. I'm trying to minimize the excuses I tell myself... but really, I think that's what my struggle has been. I want to eat bad, bad things. And I do.. because I'm so damn crabby that it's the only thing that's keeping me sane.

Last night was my last night of this Devil drug, so hopefully things will be smoother here on out.

PS, I'm up 2#


Thursday, August 7, 2008

*crickets chirping*

Notice I hadn't posted in a while?

*hangs head*

I fell off the wagon.  Completely.  I didn't count points for almost 3 weeks.  In the madness I gained a few pounds and refused to weigh-in.  I didn't want to admit defeat.  I didn't want to face the fact that I'd been lazy and reverted to the old unhealthy me.

I'm glad to report, though, that I'm back on track, even with a loss!

Today's weigh-in is 189.5.  It's official.  I have lost 20 lbs.

I've been battling my beast of depression, low self-esteem, and pathetic self-worth.  I'm coming out of that, and trying to appreciate the me that others keep telling me they see.

Thank you, my friends, for lifting me up when I'm down.